hidden . secret . star

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Actually I never told this to anyone before.
I am scared.
Scared that one fine day she will dislike me; one fine day she will hate me; one fine day she will want to get rid of me.
Even though how much I know that I am not of any good friend at all and in fact I am the one who is always "bullying" her, I am still scared.
I really didn't mean to do whatever I do.
Sorry.

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5/23/2009 07:23:00 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

真糟糕，一直无法专心
脑袋一直在胡思乱想
总是摆脱不了"我为什么会在这世上"的想法
尤其是每一次遇到挫折或我很在乎的人的冷言冷语时，这种想法也会特别强烈
别人会认为我想太多，可是我真的克制不了我自己
我一直也很好奇，想看看如果没有我这个人，大家的机遇会不会不一样?
大家的未来会不会有所不同呢?
我又想太多了
不可能差很远啦
我爸妈会更疼爱我妹
在小学还是会有像我那么无聊的人去搞聚会
我那群中学死党也还会时不时聚在一起
BF可能会找GILBERT做第13 的成员吧 (哈哈)，可能会比较有趣哦
KENNY可能就会跟MAD和ANGEL一起上大学，也不用每次被我这个笨蛋气到，也不用压
力那么大，而且还有MAD激励他读书
ANGELIA会来帮MINIE做工，MINIE也会很放心因为她的实力会很好
少了我，世界果然更美好。。。不是皆大欢喜吗?

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5/19/2009 11:18:00 AM

Monday, May 18, 2009

I always feel that if I were to die, it will definitely be due to depression.
She is right, maybe I just have to learn to let go.
I mean sooner or later, I have to if not it will affect myself.
But seriously I have been trying, it's not easy to get rid of something you are already used to.

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5/18/2009 11:13:00 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I kept thinking about him, I don't know why.
I don't want to go any deeper.
This is not good.
I'm lying to myself.
I think I have fallen for him long ago.

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5/14/2009 11:37:00 PM

Saturday, August 30, 2008

I know it sounds weird that I keep blogging about him being nice and sweet to me.

As in, it sounds like I have fallen for him but seriously, I did not.

He is too clever, too suave, and too capable for me to like him. Lol.

What did he do this time?

Well, as usual when I am not happy, he will offer to go sing k with me.

Then this time round, he even offered to take the exam with me so that I won’t lose my concentration.

Isn’t it nice of him? Haha

I know he won’t have enough time to study because of his army and events.

But I was very glad that he offered. : )

I was telling Mad that I feel like teasing him. LOL

“Be careful when you are too nice to me, later I fall in love with you then you know.” HAHAHAHAHA

The other time I did that to Jack when he tried to tease and make fun of me. LOL

And I think he really freaked out. HAHAHA

Actually I am someone who likes to tease and make fun of people but just that I always kana all the teasing and suan-ing. “-_-

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8/30/2008 04:03:00 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Sometimes, isn’t it blissful to find some sweet things happening to you?
I was quite touched by him when he said he came because of me when he was not obliged to especially when the place is so far from his place and it is so late at night.
But of course, it was not out of love for sure, and I know I cannot have feelings for him because it is not right.
I didn’t mean that I fell for him, it’s just that em.. Whatever! Haha, I don’t have to explain.
And because of this, I have the urge of making a Thank You card for everybody for my 21st birthday.
I just have to find the time to do it.

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8/24/2008 02:19:00 AM

Friday, August 15, 2008

Money not enough…

Sometimes I really don’t know should say that I am stupid or am too good a person.

I really need to find a job soon if not I won’t have enough to open my party.

It is not that I spent almost all my money; it is because about 70% of my money is stuck outside.

Okay, enough of sighing.

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8/15/2008 01:26:00 PM