Monday, April 24, 2006
I am doom..
My cravings for liquor
[especially Chivas] has never cease..
I am cursing whoever who made me start to drink..
Laughing out loud..
Actually it is my fault..
I guess I am addicted because of that one week of liquor in Taiwan..
But since I am a poor drinker..
[Okay I admit because even a 5% 255ml bottle of Bacardi cooler can make me weak..]
I dare not buy and drink myself..
Especially when I know I am heading home..
Sometimes I just hope that I can be less HUMJI..
hidden secret star
4/24/2006 12:23:00 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
Sometimes I just envy Jack and Kenny..
They are like real brothers..
I always think that I will live better if I am a guy..
Maybe that explains why I am so boyish in the past..
Guys seem to have much more freedom than girls do..
Girls are always restricted..
That is why I miss Taiwan so much..
I feel so carefree there..
FREEDOM AT LAST..
Never mind..
hidden secret star
4/21/2006 09:09:00 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Last night my mum and I went to see my sis’s counselor..
As expected, she spoke to us about that guy..
She also want to know how are we coping with my sis’s matters..
But there are still lots of things that I kept mum..
Because my mum is there..
From the conversation, I realize that I do understand my sis..
And it is the first time I express my true feelings in front of my mum..
Talking about my difficulties and also my pressure..
Though I did not say much..
I questioned myself have I done enough for my sister?
Sometimes I just cannot stand her temper..
Everyday I just endured..
And at times I broke down..
But I still think that I have not done enough for her..
What can I do to make her feel better?
We all care about her..
But we just do not put them in words..
To someone I know..
I understand how is it like to endure someone’s temper..
Especially when that person is your loved ones..
It is hard..
But try to compromise..
No matter what you do..
Just remember to be happy..
That is the most important thing..
Like I do because she is my sister..
And I love and I dotes her…
hidden secret star
4/11/2006 11:07:00 PM
