Saturday, May 23, 2009
Actually I never told this to anyone before.
I am scared.
Scared that one fine day she will dislike me; one fine day she will hate me; one fine day she will want to get rid of me.
Even though how much I know that I am not of any good friend at all and in fact I am the one who is always "bullying" her, I am still scared.
I really didn't mean to do whatever I do.
Sorry.
hidden secret star
5/23/2009 07:23:00 PM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
真糟糕，一直无法专心
脑袋一直在胡思乱想
总是摆脱不了"我为什么会在这世上"的想法
尤其是每一次遇到挫折或我很在乎的人的冷言冷语时，这种想法也会特别强烈
别人会认为我想太多，可是我真的克制不了我自己
我一直也很好奇，想看看如果没有我这个人， 大家的机遇会不会不一样?
大家的未来会不会有所不同呢?
我又想太多了
不可能差很远啦
我爸妈会更疼爱我妹
在小学还是会有像我那么无聊的人去搞聚会
我那群中学死党也还会时不时聚在一起
BF可能会找GILBERT做第13 的成员吧 (哈哈)，可能会比较有趣哦
KENNY可能就会跟MAD和ANGEL一起上大学，也不用每次被我这个笨蛋气到，也不用压
力那么大，而且还有MAD激励他读书
ANGELIA会来帮MINIE做工，MINIE也会很放心因为她的实力会很好
少了我，世界果然更美好。。。不是皆大欢喜吗?
hidden secret star
5/19/2009 11:18:00 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
I always feel that if I were to die, it will definitely be due to depression.
She is right, maybe I just have to learn to let go.
I mean sooner or later, I have to if not it will affect myself.
But seriously I have been trying, it's not easy to get rid of something you are already used to.
hidden secret star
5/18/2009 11:13:00 PM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I kept thinking about him, I don't know why.
I don't want to go any deeper.
This is not good.
I'm lying to myself.
I think I have fallen for him long ago.
hidden secret star
5/14/2009 11:37:00 PM
