Saturday, December 03, 2005
comparing my secret blog and my public blog, i prefer to blog in here..
i don't have to hide anything here..
especially when it is about him..
most of my readers are in my circle of trust..
but i'm afraid that my readers might get bored..
cause i strongly believe that this whole blog will be filled with the topics about him..
but today i'm going to talk about a something else..
i am a very short girl..
99.9% of the people around me are taller than me..
some are even double my length..
people like to make fun of my height..
i'm already used to it..
but lately i made a discovery..
whenever i'm beside someone who is much taller than me..
or they are bigger in size..
i will feel protected..
and i will trust that they are able to protect me..
not in terms of a boyfriend protection..
the feeling is like a big brother protecting his little sister..
people often ask me to grow up..
but i don’t want to..
all my life i have been a big sister..
always setting examples for my juniors..
i’m tired of it..
i want to break free..
of course i know my limits..
so mum and dad..
i hope that both of you can trust me..
what is wrong with staying over..
what is wrong with clubbing..
what is wrong with drinking..
what is wrong with going out till late nights..
it is not as if i do it often..
it is not as if i will lead astray..
it won’t affect my studies..
definitely won’t affect the love i have for the family..
i will still be filial..
so please..
let me go..
hidden secret star
12/03/2005 10:16:00 PM
