Saturday, December 17, 2005
i always thought that when you are in love with someone,
you don't have to care about the others..
but now i think otherwise..
now that the situation somehow changed and became tense..
i feel extremely uneasy..
especially after last night's movie..
and what mad said to me..
i am scared..
i am afraid..
please do not loathe me..
i think i had caused lots of inconvenience and trouble for others..
just because i fall for him..
and because the secret is somehow let out..
even he himself knew it, i guess..
i believe that there will be no more coincidental happiness for me..
but is it really wrong to like someone..
maybe it is..
especially when you fall for someone in your clique..
i really feel like turning the tables and find out what is actually going on..
but people tell me that it is not advisable..
he seems to be escaping..
but the truth is i am the one who is not true to my own feelings..
i’m not frank enough to everyone..
i’m the one who is escaping..
what am i suppose to do..
stop liking him?
tell everyone the truth?
go straight to him?
i never ever requested him to have any response to my feelings..
i am contented to be his friend, in the same clique..
why can’t everything be normal now..
maybe it is human nature..
maybe because i am not good enough to even deserve a chance to like him..
maybe..
BU GONG PING- Jenny Yang
jian qiang de li youzhi shi zi ji pian zi ji
ni yan zhong de kong ju shuo se me dou duo yu
fu chu de yi qie zhi bu zhi de yong yuan bu hui you da an
zhi you tian zhi dao wo you duo me ai ni
yi ke xin shu yu yi ke ren
zai ai qing li se me suan gong ping
ai de shen ye shang de shen
shi bu shi zui mian le zi ji
yi ke xin shu yu wo zi ji
ai qing li zhao bu dao gong ping
er dang ni zui hou xuan ze le tao bi
wo xue hui bu gong ping
ben lai jiu bu gong ping
hidden secret star
12/17/2005 01:15:00 PM
