Thursday, December 22, 2005
I started this blog because I want to blog about him openly..
So that I can record down every single bit about him..
But I think soon, this blog will become futile..
I have every intention of letting go..
I need to..
To my bro..
I can feel the melancholy from your normal smile..
Uncertain about the rationale behind my bizarre feelings..
But whenever I see your smile nowadays,
I feel the sudden cringe of pain in my heart..
It is as if I am feeling the anguish..
Maybe it is because I myself is suffering from agony too..
Hope that both of us can get over this misery..
I will accompany you to k box or drinking session till the end..
Promise..
Are you ever touched by dramas?
Especially those love stories which seems too real to be true?
I have read a story about a couple..
A true encounter which happened to my friend..
And I'm somehow moved by their love story..
Their love story only thought to be exist in movies and dramas..
But I guessed that happy endings only occur in dramas..
Not reality..
Have you ever encountered your dreams shattered?
I have..
I didn’t make it for my very first audition..
My friend got in..
She has the potential..
I only have dreams..
Really hope that she could represent me to fulfill my dreams..
To stand on stage during the finals..
Sing with all her heart..
All her friends there to support her..
And win this competition..
I have faith in her..
But sometimes it is really hard to watch others fulfill your dream..
To possess what you long for..
You’ll eventually envy them..
You may even intend to forgo that dream of yours..
For me, I had and will never resign to fate and destiny..
Even though I may not be able to own it..
I will still hope for it..
I can dream of it..
I believe that one day I will be able to accomplish it..
Quite happy that Ms Ho actually graded us (me and SK) A for CRMSC..
This shows that all our sweat have paid off..
But then I understand perfectly that she has tried her best to help me appeal for the A..
Because of my first warning letter (lateness)..
Well.. I won’t mind a high B..
At least I know that she actually thinks that I deserve the A..
I’m satisfied already..
PS: I want to thank the following people in my circle of trust..
Mad, Sm, Jack, Xiao Ying, Kenny, Ling..
hidden secret star
12/22/2005 09:40:00 PM
