Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Lots of people giving me advices..
Most of the advices are the same..
Give up..
Maybe I really should move on..
I will try my best to do it..
After this Christmas, I will try to move on with my life without him..
I need time..
This time round, the feeling’s different..
That time I consider to give up because I thought that he is avoiding me..
But now..
It is for me to have a brand new start..
To hope that the relationship between us will be like before..
Forlorn? Yes of course..
But I believe that time can heal my wounds..
I believe I can forsake this one and a half year’s one-sided feelings for him..
Painful.. Tearing.. Bleeding profusely..
But I will stand up on my feet once again.. Myself..
I need nobody’s help.. nobody can pull me up..
I must do it myself..
Trust me.. I will..
hidden secret star
12/21/2005 02:23:00 PM