Thursday, December 29, 2005
My luck’s running out AGAIN.
First, my flash just vanished, due tomorrow.
I took an extremely long time to do it.
Lots of effort and frustration..
But it just went missing like that.
Secondly, my friend just stabbed my heart unintentionally.
DMSM doing filming..
Very unwilling to go on screen..
The topic was about the Orion..
The questions they asked just hurt me badly.
I nearly broke into tears when SK sang.
That’s part of her interview, which was very different from mine.
I thought that I don’t bother about failing to get in..
But actually I do mind..
Well, it was my dream after all.
Thirdly, about him..
Not even a Hi and Bye friend now?
He seems to be ignoring me when I’m alone.
Maybe I’m thinking too much.
Fourthly, I simply miss BF.
Top 5 Memorable things 2005
1. Clubbing at China Black (my 18th Birthday)
- If you read my first 2 entries of this blog you’ll know why. But I didn’t post it on my public blog because I’m in the midst of forgetting him and also don’t want people to start raising this issue again.
2. 1st BF photo (Ling’s 18th Birthday )
- Everyone in BF was present and all cooperated to wear black.
3. BF lunch at Hougang mall
- Though the lunch is coincidental, it was the best meal ever in BF for me. I really felt like I was having a reunion lunch with my family. It was really like home. But short of two members (ling and Qamarul).
4. 1st family photo
- First CNY that the whole family went out together. GREAT!!
5. CRMSC
- Enjoyed my TEP there. Got to know lots of fun and great people and a wonderful supervisor. Miss that stopover.
hidden secret star
12/29/2005 10:38:00 PM
