Friday, December 02, 2005
this is the first time i can blog about my true feelings..
i'm hidden and secretive..
and i don't want to be found..
dreamt about him this morning..
don't feel like waking up at all..
but i don't have a choice if not i'll be late for school..
the dream goes like that..
i was with a group of people..
then he came..
he smiled at me..
and i happily smiled back..
then i woke up..
sweet dream..
though short..
hope that there is episode two tonight..
saw him in school today..
we did not utter a single word to each other..
we did not acknowledge the presence of one another..
but i was still happy that i finally saw him after the disappointment of last night..
but then could we still be like before..
i always question myself..
things seems to have changed after that very day..
that very day that the secret is partially revealed..
though it was unintentionally..
but it affected me greatly..
trying hard to let nature take its course..
but i know that my feelings for him had never been stronger than anyone else i had feelings for..
but i think my feelings for him had brought inconvenience to everyone..
apologise for my wilfulness..
can't help..
miss him lots..
hidden secret star
12/02/2005 10:59:00 PM
