Friday, January 20, 2006
Feel like crying..
My heart is aching like hell..
My smile is fake and deceiving..
I almost break down but my conscious don’t allow me to..
Saturday during work..
That day at KM when Kenny fanned me to cool me down
[Because of some idiot un-gentleman guy.. ]
That night at bread talk when I was having dinner with Von and Mad..
[I told them I was sad but they ignored me.. so..]
That night when I was in Starbucks with Mad..
[Thanks Mad I knew you were tired but you still accompany me]
But whenever I almost weep, I will tell myself..
“Don’t cry!! You are not allowed to!!”
Trying to get warmth..
From people..
From gatherings..
From the cuddles that I initiate to the sisters..
From the drinking session I initiate to the brothers..
From the outings I initiate to the clans..
But it is still not enough to keep me distracted..
Lots of people troubled by love..
Hang in there my dear brothers and sisters..
Follow your heart..
hidden secret star
1/20/2006 11:09:00 AM
