Thursday, January 12, 2006
I really had enough of KM..
I am supposed to go there to slack..
But in the end, I do more work than ever..
Too much till my mind is deteriorating..
So stressed up and pissed off..
So what if Mr. Fuan promised me an A..
I don’t want to do this pile of shit anymore..
I am really worn out and dead beat..
I don’t even have time to go for my meals..
Get me out of this ASAP..
Just chat with this psycho guy from Netherlands..
Regret accepting him..
I shall just ignore him..
Well I know he is some sort of cheat..
But my other friends who added me from other countries are really fine..
Okay I shall not accept any anonymous friend anymore..
Sometimes I just don’t know how to react to certain situations..
Sometimes I just don’t know how to deal with my wrongdoings..
Especially when I don’t even know that I am wrong..
It was really unintentionally..
Though I’m always like that..
Not observant enough plus I have amnesia..
Blur, slow and no common sense..
I really made quite a number unhappy..
Adding on to my guilt now..
Well I really need to accept some facts..
The fact that BF 13 no longer exist anymore..
Without the presence of a few members..
I need to accept that his life is going on..
And how to handle awkward situations about him..
How to really stop controlling my emotions too much..
I need to breakaway..
hidden secret star
1/12/2006 10:45:00 PM
