Tuesday, January 10, 2006
I want to confess..
I did 2 things wrong..
First, I shouldn’t have composed that song..
Sorry Kenny..
Second, I shouldn’t have asked Jack for a puff..
Sorry Mad and Jack..
I know you guys are really concerned about me..
Quite dumbfounded by Jack’s and Mad’s reaction..
But I’m touched..
Thanks guys..
If you really want to know what exactly happened..
Here is the story..
Friday after the esplanade trip..
We were walking to the MRT station..
Mad and Lia quite in front..
Kenny, Jack and me lagging behind..
The guys were smoking as usual..
My heart was tearing apart..
Extremely painful..
I needed something to heal it..
I reached out my hands to Jack for his cigarette..
And he somehow scolded me..
I wasn’t thinking much at that time..
But I knew he will definitely reject me..
Didn’t know his reaction will be that big..
He said he will ignore me if I ever do that..
And not befriending me..
He rattled on quite a lot..
I was speechless..
Mad says she would too.. But I’m really mad nowadays..
Doing foolish and crazy stuffs..
Ignore me if you want to..
hidden secret star
1/10/2006 11:47:00 AM
