Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Tired..
That is the first word that cross my mind nowadays..
Everyday in school from 8.30am to 6pm..
Plus loads of work from Mr. Fuan..
Weekends working full shift 11am-10pm..
Then sometimes I burn midnight oil for nothing..
I am just hyper to do everything..
Maybe because it keeps me occupied and makes me dead beat..
But no matter how drained I am, I will still think of him..
Friday after the BF celebration, we finally head the same way..
But after crossing a road, we parted again..
Sunday when I was at Yishun MRT station..
I saw him going up the escalator..
I quickly changed my direction to the opposite escalator..
And I was rather stupid enough to go wave to him..
But not sure if he saw me even though he was looking directly at my direction..
Okay.. Enough of him..
I shall continuing pursuing my drink drank drunk motto..
I have changed a lot..
Now I tend to laugh at every single thing..
Whether it’s funny or not..
And my laughter is ‘laughing out loud’ type now..
Before I came to Secondary and met these bunch of people,
Whenever there is something funny,
I will only smile..
In the past, I everyday frown..
Now I everyday laugh..
According to my friends,
I’m much more confident and optimistic now..
Dress code..
Definitely changed a lot..
Now I talk a lot..
More crap..
More lame stuffs..
More complaints..
More gossips..
I learnt how to pursue my dreams..
I learnt how to not let people worry about me..
So everyday I try to put on a smile..
I learnt to hold back my tears..
I have more control with my emotions now..
I have grown up..
hidden secret star
1/18/2006 12:22:00 AM
