Monday, September 11, 2006
The last time I blog here was in June..
Ever since I pronounced dead, I felt nearly nothing at all..
I know, if I tell the others, they will think I am exaggerating again..
But I just couldnt control my feelings..
Only SM knew what happened..
I was hurt by someone close..
But she did not do it on purpose..
It just comes with her character..
And at that moment, I was to be blamed for the mistake that I made at work..
But I could never forget her expression, her words, her voice..
I broke down.. For 3 days I never stopped crying..
And my heart just died like that..
Even till now, I still feel the pain..
I did not want to spoil the friendship between us and dont want her to change because of this..
Thats why I said nothing to the others..
That is her real self..
Maybe I am just not used to it, thats all..
The thing I dont understand is why only when it comes from her, I feel the pain..
I think I really trust and rely on her a lot ba..
Feign.. I know it is not good..
But should I tell her?
hidden secret star
9/11/2006 10:42:00 PM
